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Past life healing sessions

Posted on: April 20th, 2012 by Rachel Goodwin

Past life regression

As a hypnotherapist, I trained in past life regression. Experiencing going back to past lives myself was really interesting, as I could feel when I was regressed to a past life that I was a different person, with different views on life, and different character traits. But what really interested me in working with other people was the potential for healing and healing this life that we’re living in right here and now.

Past life healing

Over the years, as I worked with more of my own and other people’s energy blockages, I found that some of them were linked to past lives, and it was possible to feel what kind of past life events and resulting beliefs were causing the energy blockages. As I worked more and more with my own past lives, I found I could access them just by going into a feeling, or a belief and asking where it had come from. In this way, a whole story would reveal itself to me. I was very interested in working with past lives, and studied many different types of healing techniques and in regressions, I would use the ones that seemed the best fit. When I learnt how to do past life healings with people (and myself) I changed tactics, and learnt to ask spirit what the best way to heal would be, and a healing technique or piece of healing would be given to me.

From 2 hour sessions to one hour

This took my session time down from a two hour session for a past life regression (and which needs to be done in person) to a one hour session, which is usually done by phone/ skype.

This is because in the regression session, clients have to be able to cross the bridge themselves to their past lives, and some people are very good at accessing these kind of altered states of awareness, but not all of us are.

In the past life healing sessions, you tell me about the issue, and from this I can link in. As I psychically access the past life energy that needs healing, we go straight to the cause of the problem, which saves a great deal of time. Once I have made this link, people can access what they need to know much more easily, as I have created the bridge for them. Then I work with my spiritual guides to apply the healing salves that’s needed.

Sometimes, detailed information is needed about the past life (or lives, as often, these sticky and hard work to overcome patterns have been a theme through a number of lives) but often it is the general outline that is more important, and understanding what the issue has been. You get to see where & what your spiritual growth & learning has been. Often, finding the gifts in the situation, reframes the whole energy pattern that’s been causing the block, and it shifts in one move. Or sometimes, a number of weeks of affirmations, journalling, or various healing and self-care practices are needed to completely heal the past life, but again, spirit gives advice that is needed for each person.

2012

For many 2012 is a time when the last piece of the puzzle is dropping into place, and everything transforms. For me this year, I have had a dazzling amount of past lives come up (after not having done any serious work on any for about 5 years now.) Each one has come up and presented itself as very heavy & difficult energies, totally surprising me, as I thought I’d done the work needed. But after working with them one by one as they have come up, I have found that spirit has guided me to re-write and re-frame each one, very easily & effortlessly into something that’s not even a tragedy anymore, (although you might see it as such in human terms) but into something that has revealed its spiritual gift, &  shown a beauty and grace that can only come from the Divine.

My enthusiasm for past life work has been born again & I have been enjoying doing past life healing sessions, helping people move forward in their lives, and clear that old clutter away – actually watching it become something new, shining and bright!!

If you would like to arrange a past life healing session with me, please email me at info@sarayei.com for available dates.

Healing the Original Wound

Posted on: December 17th, 2011 by Rachel Goodwin

Lady Sarah

From a shamanic journey work that I did in 2010;

“First of all I was shown the connexion to God – there is a golden orb/ light up in the cosmos and I am connected to it and it feels great! (this is my awareness of being an individuated consciousness but still one with the Divine)

Then there is a gradual disconnexion as I feel myself descending. (my awareness of oneness with the Divine is growing less and less as I descend into matter)

Then I am down here at the bottom and all that lovely connexion is gone. (now I’ve come onto the earth plane and inside me all is empty and cold and dark, there is nothing, just nothing, it’s all gone)

Then a gradual re-awakening of love as I find things to love around me, people, things, places, (and that feels better, what a relief, like coming out of the cold and into the warm) but then distress coming in at the realisation of always losing these things, never being able to hold onto them (and all the grief and loss that goes with this, oh God, what pain) and with this, the total and absolute realisation of being able (in truth & reality) to hold onto nothing, a gradual returning of my face towards Divinity. (and back to the light within)

This time, the return to the light within, is through my consciousness and using my intent and I am shown that this is the way to re-connect to the Divine.

No mystery, no magick, just so!”

Later on in another journeywork, I applied healing salve I had been given to the wound, and discovered that underneath the initial feelings of emptiness that came with the first descent into matter and separation from the Divine, underneath this nothingness, was accompanying rage, grief, howling loss, and extreme shock.

The pain of being separated from the Divine was so great, that it sent the conscious into unconsciousness, (the shock was so shockingly shocking as to be enough to send any form of consciousness into an instant faint back into the comforting deep sleep of the unconscious) and so the pain lumbers in the depths of the subconscious mind, rearing it’s head as an occasional illness, and whenever true loss and grief is felt, so it is awakened then.
This terrible wound to the newly born ego, in it’s first descent into matter, is too great to be actually felt on that initial experience, and so it slumbers on in the darkest depths of our subconscious minds, only being awoken from time to time, by the (resonating emotions of) grief and loss, until we have separation & abandonment until we have sufficiently matured into the light, and brought our healing skills to such a range that we might attempt to heal this greatest wound, our deepest pain.
Sometimes when we have reached this level of development, then comes into our lives our twin flames, for us to experience this oneness at a soul level even while we are in our physical bodies ( we feel at one, not just in our minds and bodies, but in our hearts and most of all, in our souls – because we have found the other half of our soul, and we are complete, what love, what joy) but then only for them to be separated from us again. (what pain, what grief, what loss and abandonment, what rage)
All of the loss and abandonment in our lives helps us to experience feeling ‘torn apart’ , and echoes our original loss ( which was the loss of our conscious awareness of our connexion to the Divine; because of course, we have never lost God, just that it seems so to our conscious selves that are struggling to become consciously God aware whilst in physical matter)
It allows us to come the closest we can at this stage to experiencing the original trauma of feeling separate from God.
Were we to already experience the actual feelings from the original event, all in one go, we would fall immediately into unconsciousness, the trauma being too great to process. Experiencing loss in our lives allows us to start to move towards the original pain, rage, shock that we felt, and allows it to start to be ventilated a little from our system.

The gifts that we develop in response to this pain are gifts of compassion, love and healing.
We learn that there is no wound so great that it cannot be healed by the love of Divine Mother/ Father God (who is ourSelves).

As the trauma is healed/ uncovered/ brought into the light, so can our God consciousness, which so far has been buried underneath the trauma, once again rise up from it’s slumbers in the depths and come into the light, evoking the memory and consciousness of who we truly are.

And so slowly by slowly, through our individual healing journeys, can all the material repressed in the subconscious be dealt with and processed.

For example, in meditation, we can allow ourSelves (our God consciousness/ the observer in the meditation) to observe everything that comes up from the subconscious.
And in that observing, we can bring our God consciousness (the light) to our repressed material, such as feelings/thoughts that pop up from the subconscious( the dark), bringing healing and uncovering day by day.
Eventually all of the material is processed, and then one day there is no more left that is repressed, and out pops the God consciousness, buried no more!

But we can also use all of our modern day skills that we have learnt and developed and bring those to bear in the same way.

Etheric Healing Temple in Chalice Hill, Glastonbury!

Posted on: December 17th, 2011 by Rachel Goodwin

Glastonbury

This is just a field on top of Chalice Hill right?
Wrong!

I’ve just got back from Glastonbury, where I was shown this etheric healing temple for the second time.
The entrance is through a portal on the top of the hill, in the field that you can see in the photo above.
You can feel the energy most strongly by walking along a footpath from Dod’s Rd:-

If you climb just up the footpath past the ashram and then walk to the field on the right, and stand by the barbed wire fence there, there are two big trees.
The portal/vortex is in between the two, but further into the field.
This beautiful energy from this vortex rolls down the hill towards the Abbey – it’s just SO Divine Feminine!

From the Tor, you can see it’s the field on top of Chalice Hill, and me and my friend could see there’s a big shape growing there naturally in the grass that looks like a heart!! Exactly where the portal is!

When I was ‘shown’ the temple for the first time, I was experiencing a strong compulsion to go and stand on the portal, and was getting really frustrated as it’s clearly private property, and I didn’t want to trespass.
Then I realised that I didn’t need to physically do it (after all, I’ve connected to the heart of the Tor, which is under the ground, and I did it all from the ‘stone egg’).

So I let myself be drawn to a spot (which was the place I mentioned by the fence above) and then did the rest energetically.
First I saw the earth opening up at the portal, and a shaft going down (like a well).
At the bottom was Mary Magdalene, & I think Sarah was there too, and there was a ‘healing table’, which was a grey slab of stone.
We talked for a while, and they told me that they were going to do some healing work with a piece of me that was very wounded, so that they needed some time…
Could I come back another time, they asked, and retrieve the piece of myself?!

Which is what I did today! (After a year or so)
I went back to the same place, and saw the temple opening, and golden light radiating out.
The pieces of me were completely healed, and flew jubiliantly back towards me!
I saw a white pegasus horse with wings flying into me, going in at the heart centre, and a heart made up from alternate layers of yellow and pink – also with wings, going into my third eye!
I was all back together again!
And then the temple closed again, but I knew the support of the angels and the holy family stayed with me.
It was/ is a lovely feeling.

The temple, is I think, a woman’s temple.
Not meaning that it’s only women that are healed, not at all, (all things can be brought for healing here).
Only that the healing is done through the Divine Feminine, so it’s a Divine Feminine/ Goddess Healing temple, and Mary Magdalene presides over it.
Sarah is there too, but her mother is the presiding force. Here, Sarah assists as the daughter.

It feels to me that there was a temple here like this in Atlantean times, and I also feel that there will be a temple like this here once again further into the future.
For now, we can use it in the etheric realms, we can ask to go there in our sleep, and we can go there in mediation/ trance.
I’m being given that I will use it in my healing work when I’m guided, and I’m also being asked to create an audio healing meditation, which I’ll make available so people can go there and receive healing.

Also by working more with it, I’ll find out more information about the temple and how to work with it’s healing energies….
I have another photo on my laptop which is in Denmark just now, ( I only travel with my netbook) and that’s got something more of the energies that I’m talking about, so I’ll use that aswell when I get back later on in November…
These are exciting times….Grace is all around us, and Sarah is here to work with us.

Anyway, I just wanted to share all this, as it’s been such an exciting thing to experience, and can’t wait to hear about others experiencing it too!!
Lots of blessings,
Rachel.